So here I sit at 2 am....have to work tomorrow from noon till midnight, which is a good thing since I need the money! I wish I could find a second job but with school starting again in three weeks, it's really not feasible right now. Starting in fall I am going to be so busy since I'm graduating in less than six months!!! woot woot! <--- where did "woot woot" come from? can someone enlighten me? yes I have jointed the woot woot train but I have no earthly idea where this saying came from. So I took my last final exam for summer classes last week and I have already reached the bordem stage...I'm so used to studying all the flipping time that when school ends I have no idea what to do with myself! its comical actually. What other 33 year old woman do you know who wants to study? I should have been done with college ten years ago <--- Life seems to always mess up the plans we make for ourselves and unfortunatley you don't realize this until many years have passed...sometimes good things happen and other times not so good things happen. I am sitting here wide awake as always, I spend nearly every night "wide awake" and I'm watching Big Brother After Dark on Showtime insert pathetic-ness here. I am such a BB addict! although now it has gotten so boring because my favorite player is gone :(. sometimes I imagine what it would be like if I was on BB.....
Spent a couple days hanging out with my beautiful niece Kendall :-) I always love spending time with her! she keeps me young and makes me smile. Her older sister, my other beautiful niece Cailin was in Ann Arbor undergoing her treatment for Brain Cancer so fricking sad :-( so I didn't get to spend time with her but I miss her to pieces!! I am so blessed to have 2 great nieces, since I am only child I would have never had that experience had I not married into the family who graciously kept me after Brett died.....ah....mazing!
This is probably the most boring blog in the history of blogs doesn't really matter because I don't have any readers anyways LMAO so I supposed I will lay down now and play games on my iPhone :-) if anyone does read this....I hope you're having a peaceful night!!
I know how you feel! I graduated when I was 45!!!! I feel like I will be paying off all my school debts till I'm 105!!! Relax, there is not set rule that says when we have to do things, sometimes, as you say life takes over. I wouldn't have the three wonderful kids I have, had I put off school. Course at the same time, probably would have been more picky about my spouse!! LOL. Eh such is life. God gives us tests to prepare us for whatever life will bring. Some of us are just tested more than others.
ReplyDeleteI always read your blog! Just keep pushing forward:)
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